Members' Forum
We will be publishing articles, poems and drawings from members and their families to give the community insight into their lives.
I. ACCEPTANCE
by Linda Martinson
I get so frustrated when I want to work
and I can't because my body fails me.
I grieve for the energy I used to have,
for the days when I would erupt out of bed, ready to go.

Lost times.
Lost life.
I miss the spontaneity of good health.
when I could do simple things,
like go for a drive,
or dance,
without having to consider the toll
on my body.
I miss the fun.
Still...
I can't let the past rule my today.
So I will recognize my grief,
roll around in it,
and mourn my loss as I would
the death of a beloved child.
For only then can I get beyond it.
The music is different now.
But it's still there.
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II. METAMORPHOSIS
by Linda Martinson
Am I a butterfly, finally released
from the cocoon of prosaic existence?
It's hard to believe.
and yet, the woman I am today.
why... I welcome her!
She's deep;
she has grown;
she has learned to listen.
This pain, while no blessing,
may yet be God's road to enlightenment.
I am wiser, and stronger
than that bustling former me.
Inner Spirit, Higher Power;
call it what you will...
When the pain ebbs,
hold yourself close,
and listen.

Linda Martinson lives in Washington state, is a pain educator, who has appeared on national television and radio. She is the author of "Poetry of Pain" which gives inspiration & hope for chronic pain sufferers, Publisher, Simply Books. To order her book she can be reached at: lindamartinson@simplybookspublishing.com.
This poem was published with the author's permission.
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